Part of Me....

how difficult life can be? how difficult to deal with your own life? how difficult to continue life?
quote from Samurai X anime,"If life is bad, death is even worse"~Himura 'Battousai' Kenshin

i'm living my life now. well, at least my 'own' kind of life. knowing that it'll be never ending journey as some says, i'm enjoying every bit part of it. come what it may, i have to understand 1 thing, it's part of me. Allah would never ever let His people suffer. if it so, that's the 'lesson' to all bad things that they've done. i believe that. i did'nt pray a lot but i know that Allah is always near. i always have intention to be closer to The Almighty but went in vein with self-created excuses. and the most common 1 is always.... busy. i got no doubt that He is the busiest of all kind & that made my excuse sounds lame..... i really hope that someone, or something will bring a 'hidayah' to me to perform my sole duty to Allah, without compromise. yet, i got to have my own will to do so. insya-Allah.....

as i resume, my life off-late became challenging & tougher than before. glad that i've got a 'wake-up' call earlier. better late than never. 1 thing for sure, life changed. be sure about it. what you have today will be gone with a blink of an eye. you'll never know when but always prepare for it. my ex-bosse (as i always called her) always remind me about it. my current 'tur-boss' (as i always refer to him with my close friend!) did the same too. life is all about moving on, changing & end. we just need to be prepare for every single part of it. i wish i can be better than this......